It's been a long time since i last updated this blog...
Had gone for my 2weeks reservice; this is the reason why :)
Shall not touch on my reservice days :) Kinda enjoyed the experience :)
Yesterday i was kind of disappointed and sad...
Someone whom i thought was a very close friend/buddy, confronted me over the phone...
"Bla bla bla .... Just because i want to have a life of my own... bla bla bla"
Back in my mind, i was thinking, when did we ever stop or intercept or mess up your life ?
Then he touched on the past issue... YES Pris and me...
If all along you have been treating me as a good friend; let bygones be bygones. Relationship is mutual and it shouldn't be a barrier to brotherhood or friendship... i did nothing wrong in the past... I didn't backstab you or whatsoever and i am not the kind of guy, you jolly well know this!!! it just happened that we had feelings for each other... i even asked her if she could prefer you over me, or was alright to be with you but she posted me a question... "If it'll make you happy that i'm with him, i'll listen and suit you but deep inside, you know how much i wanted to be with you instead of him..." IF YOU WERE IN MY SHOE, WHAT WILL YOU DO ? All along, i didn't do/act/say anything bad or wrong... Be it the past, Be it the present, Be it the future!!!
Just because of one girl who called herself the yellow skin one was troubled or confused with something i said, you came and fook me upside down... i'm totally devastated and upset...
Now in order to prevent any further grudges or misunderstandings, i've decided to do something about this and everything...
I want to say something to you... if i were to be involved... you know jolly well how good i can be and it's a matter of whether i want it to be or not... i have no time for other issues... and get this straight into your upper head...
I knew what you did and what you have done... i've been thinking alot... why is this happening to you... YSL is going through alot and yet... i just cannot imagine what a person you have become...
Nevertheless, i just wish you happiness then...
人在做，天在看，自己做过什么事，心知肚明；身为你的好友，我只能唉声叹气地叫“悲哀，狼狈”
Now i understand why that day at the Macdonald's you behaved and acted in such arrogant and status gap manner... it forms the bigger picture afterall... i'm a thinker, i analyze and i don't jump into conclusion... the things you did... i seriously have nothing to say...
