Been in the In-Camp training for the past 2 weeks... It's beem fun and tiring... Got to know some new guys... Chit-chat with them then i realized one thing which i'm lacking... What is life?? To them, they know what they want and what they are able to achieve and when i think about myself? I'm not in a job which i'm really interested in, and i have nothing... Be it "life" or money... Then i started questioning myself, what is life?? It bothers me alot... I failed my IPPT and my shooting... I passed all the stages in ippt except the running... Shooting was screwed up, the gun isn't really zero aiming to my firing sight fooking cb... Nevertheless, fook care everything... Am bothered that age is catching up to me and i do'nt really what i want... Hate everything...
海的思念绵延不绝终于和天在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远应该也会跟幸福相见承诺
常常很像蝴蝶美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言就像一定会来的春天
我始终带着你爱的微笑一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好但就是谁都替代不了在最开始的那一秒
有些事早已经注定要到老虽然命运爱开玩笑真心会和真心遇到
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Saturday!! Book out!! Book out!!
Wow book out book out!!!
What an unlucky day this very saturday was... Just when we were going to book out, it started raining heavily in the morning... SerioUSLY!!! just when we were about to leave the drill shed... Unlucky or lucky? ? ? haha... sianz lah have to go through the stupid training of different things again... What's worst was, got to go back office... haiz... Guess got to find another job...
Maybe it's fate, i just realized that there are so many people actually earning slightly higher than me... Good news is, they are smokers but i'm not so i guess i could and can actually save more money ba... Haiz... Maybe i seriously have lost the interest in my life... because of that someone... Seriously am been crushed down deep deep... lost all interest in the things which i used to like... Talked to some people during the week... Many may be very simple minded, but the differences between them and me was this, they know what they want to achieve... they know what they want... Some wanted to quit to come out venture with their the other half... some wanted to come out venture on their own... It's this enthusiatism in them which seriously makes me envy them...
Then i slowly told them about all the issues and problems which they may face and i did encourage them to go ahead for they have such enthusiatism in them... Told them about the experiences i had while i was still studying and working in cafe... i shared about the time when i helped out my this cafe boss friend and the difficulties we went through...
After the discussion and sharing, i suddenly felt jealous of them... i don't really know why... maybe my "heart" has seriously stopped... and maybe i just seriously don't really care...
Nvm everything is on the rise... nothing much the poor seriously can do... i told them about the money issue in business... i just wish them luck...
Next week will be seriously very tiring... all the physical stuff... Haiz got worried, not sure whether can pass my ippt... Pull up seriously cannot pull already... getting weak and weaker... arms no longer as strong as before... just not as high and far as before... run not as swift as before... adulthood is catching me up and i seriously am not in the state of mind to go through this stage of life...
Haiz...
一直不相信有天长地久这东西。
自己也没有把握能给你金钱能给的。
也许过了几年后，希望是能把所有的一切当成是一场梦。
That's all folks...
What an unlucky day this very saturday was... Just when we were going to book out, it started raining heavily in the morning... SerioUSLY!!! just when we were about to leave the drill shed... Unlucky or lucky? ? ? haha... sianz lah have to go through the stupid training of different things again... What's worst was, got to go back office... haiz... Guess got to find another job...
Maybe it's fate, i just realized that there are so many people actually earning slightly higher than me... Good news is, they are smokers but i'm not so i guess i could and can actually save more money ba... Haiz... Maybe i seriously have lost the interest in my life... because of that someone... Seriously am been crushed down deep deep... lost all interest in the things which i used to like... Talked to some people during the week... Many may be very simple minded, but the differences between them and me was this, they know what they want to achieve... they know what they want... Some wanted to quit to come out venture with their the other half... some wanted to come out venture on their own... It's this enthusiatism in them which seriously makes me envy them...
Then i slowly told them about all the issues and problems which they may face and i did encourage them to go ahead for they have such enthusiatism in them... Told them about the experiences i had while i was still studying and working in cafe... i shared about the time when i helped out my this cafe boss friend and the difficulties we went through...
After the discussion and sharing, i suddenly felt jealous of them... i don't really know why... maybe my "heart" has seriously stopped... and maybe i just seriously don't really care...
Nvm everything is on the rise... nothing much the poor seriously can do... i told them about the money issue in business... i just wish them luck...
Next week will be seriously very tiring... all the physical stuff... Haiz got worried, not sure whether can pass my ippt... Pull up seriously cannot pull already... getting weak and weaker... arms no longer as strong as before... just not as high and far as before... run not as swift as before... adulthood is catching me up and i seriously am not in the state of mind to go through this stage of life...
Haiz...
一直不相信有天长地久这东西。
自己也没有把握能给你金钱能给的。
也许过了几年后，希望是能把所有的一切当成是一场梦。
That's all folks...
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Depression...
The day after tomorrow is my re-service... Depressing? Yes am very depressed... Haiz... Went to beach road today and actually bought a belt and 2 white shorts... YES! What i was told on my briefing day was, they no longer will provide us with the operation belt and we have to actuall go buy ourselves. YES WTFish... Spent twenty dollars on the 3 items... Bought only 2 white shorts...
Have been playing PSP Monster Hunter 2... Got fooking depressed oso.. Don't know where to get the items to upgrade to better weapon and armor!!! WTFish again... Seriously want to owe those big dragons big time but everytime, when i was about to seriously kill the freaking creature, they will suddenly become havoc... TOTAL MANIAC!!! And trapped you and used its combo... IT'S Seriously total ownage if you were trapped... Nevertheless, i owed it BIG TIME although been owned by it for the past 3 DAYS!!! YES 3 Days = 3 hours.... Each day 1hour.... Lost 2 out of three times was because Time's Up and the dragon was dying... WTFish... One time was totally SCREWED UP!!! Always got trapped by that idiot and it used its combo and ultimately, i died... BUT Today was total ownage and i didn't die any time HAHAHAA!!!!
Went to OG in bugis after buying the stuff from beach road.... ONE THING SERIOUSLY PISSED ME OFF!!! The atm machines there are all faulty... Secondly, So many people.... And found one atm but the queue was so long... aiya... After which, i went into OG... Wanted to buy a wind breaker for the China Trip... Upon reaching, found the one which i liked BUT!!!! No one attended to me... I wanted to buy but no sales person there... Waited for 10mins holding the wind-breaker, around the sweater section, no sales person approached me nor was there any sales person around... I was like forget about it... Buy some other time since today isn't a good day to do shopping... So many people Aiya...
And since i'm depressed, i would like to share this song.....
A song which i like, a song which i truely hope that one day it will come true... But... but... *Sighz
常常责怪自己当初不应该
常常后悔没有把你留下来
为什么明明相爱
到最后还是要分开
是否我们总是徘徊在心门之外
谁知道又和你相遇在人海
命运如此安排
总教人无奈
这些年过得不好不坏
只是好像少了一个人存在
而我渐渐明白
你仍然是我不变的关怀
有多少爱可以重来
有多少人愿意等待
当懂得珍惜以后归来
却不知那份爱
会不会还在
有多少爱可以重来
有多少人值得等待当
爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱
Seriously what if one day, we were to meet again??? I seriously hope that day will never come
That's all folks....
Depress, depressed Yes DespRESseD
Have been playing PSP Monster Hunter 2... Got fooking depressed oso.. Don't know where to get the items to upgrade to better weapon and armor!!! WTFish again... Seriously want to owe those big dragons big time but everytime, when i was about to seriously kill the freaking creature, they will suddenly become havoc... TOTAL MANIAC!!! And trapped you and used its combo... IT'S Seriously total ownage if you were trapped... Nevertheless, i owed it BIG TIME although been owned by it for the past 3 DAYS!!! YES 3 Days = 3 hours.... Each day 1hour.... Lost 2 out of three times was because Time's Up and the dragon was dying... WTFish... One time was totally SCREWED UP!!! Always got trapped by that idiot and it used its combo and ultimately, i died... BUT Today was total ownage and i didn't die any time HAHAHAA!!!!
Went to OG in bugis after buying the stuff from beach road.... ONE THING SERIOUSLY PISSED ME OFF!!! The atm machines there are all faulty... Secondly, So many people.... And found one atm but the queue was so long... aiya... After which, i went into OG... Wanted to buy a wind breaker for the China Trip... Upon reaching, found the one which i liked BUT!!!! No one attended to me... I wanted to buy but no sales person there... Waited for 10mins holding the wind-breaker, around the sweater section, no sales person approached me nor was there any sales person around... I was like forget about it... Buy some other time since today isn't a good day to do shopping... So many people Aiya...
And since i'm depressed, i would like to share this song.....
A song which i like, a song which i truely hope that one day it will come true... But... but... *Sighz
常常责怪自己当初不应该
常常后悔没有把你留下来
为什么明明相爱
到最后还是要分开
是否我们总是徘徊在心门之外
谁知道又和你相遇在人海
命运如此安排
总教人无奈
这些年过得不好不坏
只是好像少了一个人存在
而我渐渐明白
你仍然是我不变的关怀
有多少爱可以重来
有多少人愿意等待
当懂得珍惜以后归来
却不知那份爱
会不会还在
有多少爱可以重来
有多少人值得等待当
爱情已经桑田沧海
是否还有勇气去爱
Seriously what if one day, we were to meet again??? I seriously hope that day will never come
That's all folks....
Depress, depressed Yes DespRESseD
Friday, October 12, 2007
Re-Service!!!
Been busy and don't really have the time to actually go about sourcing my goal; Codes to the calendar and i guess i've got to push back... Next week is my re-service monday... YES WTFish!!! So fast got to go back re-service already... WORST OF ALL!!!! Got to go through training again, a totally new place, new uniform and new training... WTFISH again!!! Damn, been using lots of vulgarities lately... Most probably is been affected at my work place. A friend of mine quitted his job and in the future, i got no one to have lunch and talk cock with me... Sad right??? YES VERY SAD!!!! Seriously.... it's totally waste of time... Haiz what to do? I'm a MAN!!!
Haiz what to do... The relationship between the boss and him wasn't that good... Initially was very good but the boss go over-board... He cannot tahan that's why... haiz so what is life after-all??? Isn't 2 beeing happy is good enough?
Nevermind let me talk about myself... yesterday, as usual, i took a bus home and was playing my white psp when suddenly, A girl pop-out.. And YES, she's very beautifully. The forth woman, in my opinion, very beautiful!!! She LOOKS LIKE MAGGIE Q but fairer version of her... She's very pretty, not too tall but i just like her... She was with her friends, total 3 of them...but~~ BUT~~~but they alighted at Taka.... She was standing in-view of me, yes, infront... She's very beautiful... How i wish to see her again...
What to do? I have no guts... A friend of mine always says this to me... "Steven boy!!! No Guts!!! NO GLORY!!!"
Hahaa. The problem is, he has guts and "too much GLORY" hahaa.. That's how we always tease each other... But then, i seriously have no guts... How i wish i'm abit thicked-skinned... Able to approach and talk to girls, ask for numbers bla bla bla... But i don't dare... Haiz...
Although i know the fact that we live once being a human being on this Earth... but to me, i don't want to hurt/harm anyone, be it emotionally or physically... That's one weakness which i have... Was hoping that i could be abit ruthless and Hard hearted...
And now, i would like to share a song... a song which speaks of my life, i would say after changing abit of the original song...
我什么都没有
只是有一点静
如果你感到寂寞
我带给你热闹
为你绕再绕
没有什么大不了
是因为让你微笑
其实你很烦恼
我一直都看的到
如果我也不开心
怕你转身就逃
爱上一个人
一定要让她相信
这世界是多么美好
对每个人都说还好
我的心我的情你不需要明了
只要我对你好这样的温柔你要不要
其实你爱我像谁
扮演什么角色我都会
快不快乐我无所谓
为了你开心我忘记了累不累其实
你爱我像谁任何的表情我都能给woo在你身上学会流眼泪
That's all folks :) : :\ :(
Haiz what to do... The relationship between the boss and him wasn't that good... Initially was very good but the boss go over-board... He cannot tahan that's why... haiz so what is life after-all??? Isn't 2 beeing happy is good enough?
Nevermind let me talk about myself... yesterday, as usual, i took a bus home and was playing my white psp when suddenly, A girl pop-out.. And YES, she's very beautifully. The forth woman, in my opinion, very beautiful!!! She LOOKS LIKE MAGGIE Q but fairer version of her... She's very pretty, not too tall but i just like her... She was with her friends, total 3 of them...but~~ BUT~~~but they alighted at Taka.... She was standing in-view of me, yes, infront... She's very beautiful... How i wish to see her again...
What to do? I have no guts... A friend of mine always says this to me... "Steven boy!!! No Guts!!! NO GLORY!!!"
Hahaa. The problem is, he has guts and "too much GLORY" hahaa.. That's how we always tease each other... But then, i seriously have no guts... How i wish i'm abit thicked-skinned... Able to approach and talk to girls, ask for numbers bla bla bla... But i don't dare... Haiz...
Although i know the fact that we live once being a human being on this Earth... but to me, i don't want to hurt/harm anyone, be it emotionally or physically... That's one weakness which i have... Was hoping that i could be abit ruthless and Hard hearted...
And now, i would like to share a song... a song which speaks of my life, i would say after changing abit of the original song...
我什么都没有
只是有一点静
如果你感到寂寞
我带给你热闹
为你绕再绕
没有什么大不了
是因为让你微笑
其实你很烦恼
我一直都看的到
如果我也不开心
怕你转身就逃
爱上一个人
一定要让她相信
这世界是多么美好
对每个人都说还好
我的心我的情你不需要明了
只要我对你好这样的温柔你要不要
其实你爱我像谁
扮演什么角色我都会
快不快乐我无所谓
为了你开心我忘记了累不累其实
你爱我像谁任何的表情我都能给woo在你身上学会流眼泪
That's all folks :) : :\ :(
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Interesting ideas add-ons!!!
Wow, ever since i had decided to start blogging, alot of things were going through my head... It's like you were going for your first driving lesson... Nvm... Heehee... Everyday seems boring... Especially when one has to work for the sake of working... I don't mind working long hours, as long as i'm learning something or there are things which interest me... Nevertheless, shall not talk about work... Everything about work S***s...
Well basically, i have been thinking how and what to do to make this blog a nice place for people and myself to keep on wanting to come and, "Hey check out what's new!" something like that...
First of all, whenever i come into my own blog, i always find something amiss and guess what!!! YES a date system... And i'm going to improve it in such a way that it will automatically link my each individual blog message onto each specific date and what's more, able to move the months just by clicking next arrow or previous arrow... Sounds easy but got to work hard to get what i want... Hahaa it's easy to talk... That's how many people out there survive... Talk only other people work...
To me, Fun begins from a new idea... working your way to achieve the idea... It's seriously fun when you don't know how to do it but die die want to have it done This is what i call - total ownage... HAHAA!!! = I have done this and myself... haha...
Hope that my goal will come true... Time to start reading and searching for codes for this add-on features... What else is there for me to do to make my blog more comfortable... I seriously don't like blogs that are so fanciful whereby "WOW the colors are great but i can't even read your wordings!! C'mon man?" i have come across such blogs... WOnderful layouts and interesting add-ons but overall.... Awwww....!!!! hahaa...
I hope that my blog will be pleasant, simple and a comfortable place whereby one has no hassle in reading or accessing any things from here.... And probably a music station whereby one can listen to music if one wants to if he clicks...
New task to start cracking, A WORKING CALENDAR first!!! Hehee...
That's all folks..
Well basically, i have been thinking how and what to do to make this blog a nice place for people and myself to keep on wanting to come and, "Hey check out what's new!" something like that...
First of all, whenever i come into my own blog, i always find something amiss and guess what!!! YES a date system... And i'm going to improve it in such a way that it will automatically link my each individual blog message onto each specific date and what's more, able to move the months just by clicking next arrow or previous arrow... Sounds easy but got to work hard to get what i want... Hahaa it's easy to talk... That's how many people out there survive... Talk only other people work...
To me, Fun begins from a new idea... working your way to achieve the idea... It's seriously fun when you don't know how to do it but die die want to have it done This is what i call - total ownage... HAHAA!!! = I have done this and myself... haha...
Hope that my goal will come true... Time to start reading and searching for codes for this add-on features... What else is there for me to do to make my blog more comfortable... I seriously don't like blogs that are so fanciful whereby "WOW the colors are great but i can't even read your wordings!! C'mon man?" i have come across such blogs... WOnderful layouts and interesting add-ons but overall.... Awwww....!!!! hahaa...
I hope that my blog will be pleasant, simple and a comfortable place whereby one has no hassle in reading or accessing any things from here.... And probably a music station whereby one can listen to music if one wants to if he clicks...
New task to start cracking, A WORKING CALENDAR first!!! Hehee...
That's all folks..
Monday, October 8, 2007
New Beginning!!! New Resolution!!! New Hobby!!!
Hi all, recently have been thinking quite alot... Don't know why but i guess it's time for me to seriously sit down and think what i want and what i really wanted in this life...
First of all, i am very pleased with myself over these few months...
1) Firstly, i bought myself a PSP and in it, a 4gig memory...
2) Secondly, i bought my mother a second hand digital camera which she can use it to take pictures of her cakes, food etc... which she always make when she's free on weekends... She's been using the old fashion camera which i find it a hassle... Therefore, i bought a cheap and very good digital camera for her and it's hers...
3) Thirdly, don't know what went into me... When a friend of mine asked if i would want to go China, Shanghai with him, immediately i said YES!!! Without considering how much the expenses will be, how much the accomodation? or how much the air-ticket bla bla bla... BUT thank God man!!! All i have to do it to pay the air-ticket and furthermore, HAHAA!!! Secret!!! Seriously thank him and his relatives man!!! For i only live once and i seriously do not know if i am able to travel in the future... Take every opportunity to see the world guys out there whoever is reading this...
4) Fourthly, since i'm going to Shanghai China being the first trip and the Computer fair was around that corner, my this friend and i actually went down to SUNTEC City to look, see, look, see what's there in the computer fair... AND!!!~~~ I bought myself a digital CAMCORDER!!!! YES!!! A digital camcorder... It's a 10mega pixel which comes with free, 2 gig memory, a digital PC Webcam & A SOUND SYSTEM(2 speakers with a bass) which in the end, gave my friend... For the price of ~~~ all i can say is, very cheap... Secret!!!! YES!!!
5) Fifthly, have always wanted to buy a handphone ever since i lost my SE W850i White after using for a month, bought in December 2006... Wanted to forget everything... Looking at my current phone, always think of the past... Which for hell sake, wanting to forget ever since like how many many months ago... AND FINALLY!!! YES!!! I was looking @ a forum and there was this guy selling handphones... First, i wanted a E65 nokia handphone, BUT i was too late... gone... Next coming model which i was looking at was, N80 nokia handphone as well... DaMn!!! TOO LATE as well... HATE THOSE FOOKING 2nd handphone shop... But what to do, good prices... And lastly, i took the old model 6680 Nokia and THANK GOD!!! the guy actually sold to me instead of a 2nd handphone shop... Finally a phone which i find it not bad... I give it a 8/10 for the functions of the phone...
All in all, i have spend quite some certain of money on all these stuff which i am very happy with.... First, PSP, Digital Camera for mother, Digital Camcorder with Free WEB CAM, A Trip to Shanghai at a very low cost and lastly, a NOKIA 6680 handphone!!!
More good days ahead Please!!!
And i have something which i want to do and hope that i am able to do it daily... AND THAT IS, to update this blog regularly by posting pictures and daily stuff!!! :D
That's all folks!!!
First of all, i am very pleased with myself over these few months...
1) Firstly, i bought myself a PSP and in it, a 4gig memory...
2) Secondly, i bought my mother a second hand digital camera which she can use it to take pictures of her cakes, food etc... which she always make when she's free on weekends... She's been using the old fashion camera which i find it a hassle... Therefore, i bought a cheap and very good digital camera for her and it's hers...
3) Thirdly, don't know what went into me... When a friend of mine asked if i would want to go China, Shanghai with him, immediately i said YES!!! Without considering how much the expenses will be, how much the accomodation? or how much the air-ticket bla bla bla... BUT thank God man!!! All i have to do it to pay the air-ticket and furthermore, HAHAA!!! Secret!!! Seriously thank him and his relatives man!!! For i only live once and i seriously do not know if i am able to travel in the future... Take every opportunity to see the world guys out there whoever is reading this...
4) Fourthly, since i'm going to Shanghai China being the first trip and the Computer fair was around that corner, my this friend and i actually went down to SUNTEC City to look, see, look, see what's there in the computer fair... AND!!!~~~ I bought myself a digital CAMCORDER!!!! YES!!! A digital camcorder... It's a 10mega pixel which comes with free, 2 gig memory, a digital PC Webcam & A SOUND SYSTEM(2 speakers with a bass) which in the end, gave my friend... For the price of ~~~ all i can say is, very cheap... Secret!!!! YES!!!
5) Fifthly, have always wanted to buy a handphone ever since i lost my SE W850i White after using for a month, bought in December 2006... Wanted to forget everything... Looking at my current phone, always think of the past... Which for hell sake, wanting to forget ever since like how many many months ago... AND FINALLY!!! YES!!! I was looking @ a forum and there was this guy selling handphones... First, i wanted a E65 nokia handphone, BUT i was too late... gone... Next coming model which i was looking at was, N80 nokia handphone as well... DaMn!!! TOO LATE as well... HATE THOSE FOOKING 2nd handphone shop... But what to do, good prices... And lastly, i took the old model 6680 Nokia and THANK GOD!!! the guy actually sold to me instead of a 2nd handphone shop... Finally a phone which i find it not bad... I give it a 8/10 for the functions of the phone...
All in all, i have spend quite some certain of money on all these stuff which i am very happy with.... First, PSP, Digital Camera for mother, Digital Camcorder with Free WEB CAM, A Trip to Shanghai at a very low cost and lastly, a NOKIA 6680 handphone!!!
More good days ahead Please!!!
And i have something which i want to do and hope that i am able to do it daily... AND THAT IS, to update this blog regularly by posting pictures and daily stuff!!! :D
That's all folks!!!
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