Re-Service!!!

Been busy and don't really have the time to actually go about sourcing my goal; Codes to the calendar and i guess i've got to push back... Next week is my re-service monday... YES WTFish!!! So fast got to go back re-service already... WORST OF ALL!!!! Got to go through training again, a totally new place, new uniform and new training... WTFISH again!!! Damn, been using lots of vulgarities lately... Most probably is been affected at my work place. A friend of mine quitted his job and in the future, i got no one to have lunch and talk cock with me... Sad right??? YES VERY SAD!!!! Seriously.... it's totally waste of time... Haiz what to do? I'm a MAN!!!

Haiz what to do... The relationship between the boss and him wasn't that good... Initially was very good but the boss go over-board... He cannot tahan that's why... haiz so what is life after-all??? Isn't 2 beeing happy is good enough?

Nevermind let me talk about myself... yesterday, as usual, i took a bus home and was playing my white psp when suddenly, A girl pop-out.. And YES, she's very beautifully. The forth woman, in my opinion, very beautiful!!! She LOOKS LIKE MAGGIE Q but fairer version of her... She's very pretty, not too tall but i just like her... She was with her friends, total 3 of them...but~~ BUT~~~but they alighted at Taka.... She was standing in-view of me, yes, infront... She's very beautiful... How i wish to see her again...

What to do? I have no guts... A friend of mine always says this to me... "Steven boy!!! No Guts!!! NO GLORY!!!"
Hahaa. The problem is, he has guts and "too much GLORY" hahaa.. That's how we always tease each other... But then, i seriously have no guts... How i wish i'm abit thicked-skinned... Able to approach and talk to girls, ask for numbers bla bla bla... But i don't dare... Haiz...

Although i know the fact that we live once being a human being on this Earth... but to me, i don't want to hurt/harm anyone, be it emotionally or physically... That's one weakness which i have... Was hoping that i could be abit ruthless and Hard hearted...

And now, i would like to share a song... a song which speaks of my life, i would say after changing abit of the original song...

我什么都没有
只是有一点静
如果你感到寂寞
我带给你热闹
为你绕再绕
没有什么大不了
是因为让你微笑

其实你很烦恼
我一直都看的到
如果我也不开心
怕你转身就逃

爱上一个人
一定要让她相信
这世界是多么美好

对每个人都说还好
我的心我的情你不需要明了
只要我对你好这样的温柔你要不要

其实你爱我像谁
扮演什么角色我都会
快不快乐我无所谓
为了你开心我忘记了累不累其实
你爱我像谁任何的表情我都能给woo在你身上学会流眼泪

That's all folks :) : :\ :(