What is happiness ?

I have always been wondering what happiness is, what truely defines the meaning of happiness ?
I used to think that happiness is when you are with someone you love and in return, she loves you back as much as you love that person... it isn't the case.
I used to think that happiness is when you see the smile on her face, you feel at ease and hug her so sweetly, embrace her warmth to your body... it isn't the case.
I used to think that happiness is when you are having a simple and enjoyable meal with the one you love, eating, drinking and looking at her... it isn't the case.
I used to think that happiness is when you see her happy, which in return you felt happy that she was happy and we were happy... it isn't the case.

Till this day, i have yet to know what true happiness is...

It's so much easier to know what is sadness, emo and anger...
What is happiness ?



"
The very moment you held my hands,
i could see our futures at hand.

The very moment you took out the ring,
i could hear my inner bells tinkling.

The very moment you spoke the words,
i could taste the sweetness of our world.

The very moment you hugged me so tight,
i could feel our lives excite.
"

"
Why ?
Why do you walk away now ?

Why ?
Why is this happening ?

Why ?
Why do i have so many Why(s) ?

Why ?
Why can't we give it a one last final try ?


Decision Made
Words Spoken

Angers Rising
Hatred Building

Feelings Fading
Love's Dying

Feeling frustrating
Feeling lost
"