Sleepless night

This afternoon while having my fruits for lunch, i thought i saw someone familiar, someone who used to be very close to me, someone i was very familiar with, someone i knew deep inside...

She resembles her very much. It's nice seeing you again :)
"How are you?" It's been years since i last saw you.

It wasn't her, but she definitely looked like her... she's slightly taller and much prettier... and she used to like funny funny jewelleries... She was very unique... She those dare-devil...

It's been so long, i thought i could get over it... looking at my right hand's knuckle scars, it's embedded for life, something to remember for life...

She was the one whom i loved so much, so much to the extend of doing anything, simply anything for her... She was simple, all she wanted was me to spend lots and lots of time with her, she loved attention, constant attention which i couldn't give last time...

"Laurel, how are you ? I know that i have hurted you deeply and you will never forgive in your entire life. I acted that way was because i loved you too much. You know how much i loved you. You knew i'm a guy with few words and the only way to show how much i loved you were through my actions."

I have so many things i wanted to say to you. I know you will never ever look into my eyes again...

Another sleepless night...

I have been wondering why, why is it that people brokeup and can remained as friends, why can't we be friends anymore? Why?