I'm happy that Roger Federer got through to the semi finals, so did Del Potro... Sad is that both of them are playing against each other in the semi finals to reach the finals... Kind of contridicting myself huh ? Hahaaa. Well this isn't the main part of my happiness and sadness...
Happy that i know my results... Although i didn't really expect the grades to be very Good, it turned out to be fairly well... Expecting to get at least one High Distinction, but my hopes were gone when i realized that i had many careless mistakes... And yes, it turned out that i needed only few marks to get a HD for that module... Hahaa hope to do better next semester :)
Sad is that i dreamt of her again... It's always like this... Whenever i wokeup early in the morning around 5am, i will try to get back to sleep because it's way too early to wakeup, then i dozed off and that's when i always have dreams... I dreamt of her again... This time round was different from the usual dream... And i dreamt of my secondary school friends... I was wearing very smartly, shirt, tie and pants while ah bui and ah blur were wearing very smartly as well... It was like a huge supermall, and we gathered to have a lunch or something and that's when i caught a glimpse of her opposite the place where we were having our lunch... I saw her, definitely it's her... She was sitting side-way facing me while i was sitting facing her direction... She was with another man, Someone who looked familiar but i don't know who the hell he is... They were having their lunch as well... While i was chatting with my friends, the man who was sitting with her kept giving me a kind of "want to fight" kind of stare... I was feeling uncomfortable... The kind of cold stares that will start a fight.... Who the fark is he anyway... I ignored it, i looked at her, she's still as beautiful and gorgeous as before... Oh well, back in my mind i was like, it's the past already and i have already decided to move on, so i ignored and chatted happily with my friends... I don't know what happened, when i turned and looked at where they were having their lunch, they were gone.... Weird, just in split seconds... Hahaa Then i wokeup...
Yes it's bothering me... Although i promised to you that i will look forward, but it's these kind of dreams that made me back to my old ways... I don't like it... I feel like telling you, yes i see you online, but i guess i'll just keep it to myself... Since it's my private own matters... I guess i'll never talk to you, that's about it :-(
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