Tummy Day~~~~

Awwwww upset tummy is a terrible thing to experience for anyone... It's kind of on/off sensation pain in your tummy and when you go to the toilet, you wish that the pain will just come out, it won't!!! Nothing comes out... and the pain is there!!! That's when i realized that sitting on the toilet bowel won't help, i went to lie down on my bed and apply the chinese medicated oil on my belly button :) It helps alot :D Awwwww what a nice feeling and smell :x

Kind of weird, yesterday around evening time, my brother asked me if i needed money for my education. I was like wow so are you subsidizing my school fees har ? So nice of you ? Hahaa. Then he told me he wanted to buy a car. Oh well he passed his driving test few days ago... As for me, i had mine for about almost 2 and a half years. Although i have the thought of buying a car as well but due to furthering my studies and climbing up the higher ladder, i choose to study to a car...

Yesterday was kind of happy and sad for me... I don't know why... Kind of happy that i know her even better and kind of sad that this is the very far we can be with each other... As in, i know my limits... i know myself very well from my past relationships... I know i'm not ready at all... She was telling me about her past, her uni days in aus, her days she got lost HAHAHA i seriously cannot believe that girls cannot read maps !!! HAHAHA this is so funny :x oppsss Then she went on telling me that she went clubbing... oh well clubbing... a place i don't really like to visit though :x then she told me she had fun she was drinking and got drunk. Hahaa ok girls should know how to take care of themselves and be wary when they are drunk... I came across lots of reports :x Ok then she told me she gave her no. to someone she thought was a better one among many others. I was like "WOW" ok... that's when i feel kind of sad and happy. She's nice oh well ya that's about it though :)

Then i was asking so many questions about her and her new date... She sounds happy too... I should be happy for her as well hahaha. It's so unlike me to ask so many questions... Oh well i hope the very best for her :)

Time is not right yet. I'm a very patient man :) I can wait and i'm more focused than ever. I know i need to climb on and move on. I know i need a life, to know someone and love someone someday :) But the time isn't now. Oh well what can i say ? :)

She pulled me back from the darkness into dim light and from the dim light i walked towards the brighter light. She has become someone special to me. Special in a way that i am able to share everything and anything about whatsoever. Maybe because we don't see each other or even talk to one another. This is the kind of special weird relationship i like :x I'm weird hahaa but if you know me in person, you will know i'm a man of few words. I don't really talk much.

:) That's about it... today i saw one of my secondary school friend and she's working in one of the big advertising coys... it has been a very long time since i last seen her. Hahaa i guess she was shocked in the way i dressed myself today... Awwwww everytime i see them, they always comment on my hair without fail. Hahaa. It's time for me to trim my hair :) After my reservice, i guess i'm going to have some nice color on them as well :)

That's all for today :) I hope i can and able to continue my daily diary as mentioned by sandy. Hahaa i'm was stunned when she told me that she had a written diary !!! Kaoz hahaa ok :)