Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Weird me...

I have come to realize that i'm becoming weird lately... I find myself feeling uneasy and uncomfortable whenever i don't see her online... Awwwwwww... I don't know why... All i know is i'm happy when i'm able to chat with her even to the extend of just saying hi how are you :) kind of stuff... Maybe it's because i'm lack of focus on my job :x It's been in my head lately. I want to ask her out. I want to ask her if she's free to catch the movie Angels & Demons with me. I know there is no point in asking my friends because they all have gone to watch the show without me :( hahaa but i'm afraid. I don't know why. Maybe it's because i'm afraid of losing the future chances of even talking to her>? I'm this kind of person, i'll think far ahead of things. Many possibilities and weighing the outcomes before deciding on going ahead of not and i guess i'll give this a miss... guess i got to watch it alone :\

She seems busy today, i guess... I'll busy too in the days to come:) but i'll always find time to chat with you :) Heehee i don't know why... i like the way it is now :) I'm happy and i realized after so long that i've been missing so much things... All thanks to her :)

My hair is getting longer and i think it's time to go trim it short... heehee although short hair doesn't suit me well but what to do, reservice is coming !!! Awwwwww.... hahaa :)


Something which i found on the web which is nice to read :)

Love does not need a reason.

Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
Man: I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..

Lady: You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?
Man: I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man: Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements..

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and was in a coma. The Man then placed a letter by her side,
and here is the content:

"Dearest,
Because of your sweet voice that I love you...
Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you..
Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your smile,
because of your every movements that I love you..
Now can you smile? Now can you move?
No, therefore I cannot love you...

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.
Do love need a reason? NO!
Therefore, I still love you... and love doesn't need a reason.

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, not touched..but are felt in the heart."

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