Sleepless night

This afternoon while having my fruits for lunch, i thought i saw someone familiar, someone who used to be very close to me, someone i was very familiar with, someone i knew deep inside...

She resembles her very much. It's nice seeing you again :)
"How are you?" It's been years since i last saw you.

It wasn't her, but she definitely looked like her... she's slightly taller and much prettier... and she used to like funny funny jewelleries... She was very unique... She those dare-devil...

It's been so long, i thought i could get over it... looking at my right hand's knuckle scars, it's embedded for life, something to remember for life...

She was the one whom i loved so much, so much to the extend of doing anything, simply anything for her... She was simple, all she wanted was me to spend lots and lots of time with her, she loved attention, constant attention which i couldn't give last time...

"Laurel, how are you ? I know that i have hurted you deeply and you will never forgive in your entire life. I acted that way was because i loved you too much. You know how much i loved you. You knew i'm a guy with few words and the only way to show how much i loved you were through my actions."

I have so many things i wanted to say to you. I know you will never ever look into my eyes again...

Another sleepless night...

I have been wondering why, why is it that people brokeup and can remained as friends, why can't we be friends anymore? Why?

The story of a tree and its leaves...

叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留.......
而是因为叶子决定了放弃

This is a very classical story of what's happening in a relationship...

The reason why the leaf left the tree was because of wind's pursue or simply because the tree had refused to hold onto the leaf back... or could it be simply because the leaf wanted to leave ? Or could it be that the leaf wanted to see some foreign ground after hearing stories from the seasonal birds how beautiful the world is ?

Each reason has its own individual meaning, and it reflects one person's way of perceiving things...

Went to the gym with quek yesterday evening... Did some workout.... Totally painful...
Body aching terribly... how i wish i can just lie on my bed longer... oh well i can feel them bigger now :D

School Notes Out !!!

Looks like it's going to be a tough semester ahead...

Oh well, today's weather is so cooling and how i wish i'm able to just snuggle myself in my bed with my booster :x Heehee


Lightless, motionless & drainless;
i sat in the corner of my room, thinking all the things you'd said.
Gloominess, stillness & lonliness ......
night, i sank my face inbetween my folding arms, refreshing all our past memories.

Plain, white, bright, emptiness;
i could not bear to think further.
Red, black, dark, hysterias ......
as your words seemed to be chanting and chanting nonchalantly about our promises.

Happiness, joy, contentment;
when i saw us doing the things together.
Hatred, anger, delirium ......
when you kept everything and i didn't know anything!!! Telling me why why why !!!

Tears, window pane & ledge;
i cried alone quietly, so much so much pain deep within.
Quietness, moon & stars ......
the very last night i'll ever produce tears i promise.


School is starting soon and it's going to be a really tough semester and i seriously do not have the time to be emo once again... Got to focus focus and focus... One more year and i'll be free and i'll go on to love and be loved :D

Patience... i'm a very very patient person :p

I'm heading to gym this evening with quek and hopefully things will go well smoothly :)

Busy

Been quite busy over these few days that i ever brought the workload back home to work on.... Z______z
Hahaa got to furnish the report out ya :p
Supposingly to finish and email them on saturday, the moment i reached home on friday, woots tired.... Saturday came and i totally forgot about this :x and happily went out with my friends and enjoyed myself and the night of mahjong HAHAHAA
Then it was after the mahjong session, around 6plus in the morning HAHAA Very early, then i remembered that i got to rush the report !!!! O_____x
Hahaa i was totally shagged out, i slept the moment i reached home...
Guess what, i wokeup at 930am because of the noise !!! Awwwww hahaa i couldn't sleep!!!
Oh well, had my breakfast and started doing the work...
And finally i finished by 1600hrs!!! Kind of easy work but tedious... AWWWWW.....
So tired, i quickly sent the report off and went back to bed :p

Oh well, i guess i'm going to do something new and hopefully can stick to it...
I'm going to gym regularly and here's my plan.
I hope to go gym every wednesdays and saturdays, cycling on every mondays and thursdays :)
Sounds cool ?
Have my controlled dieting lunch meals on wednesdays and fridays
Heehee sounds abit eclectic and trill :D

Ya that's about it :)

Nothing much to blog...
School is going to start and i have yet to make my school's fees :p

Oh well, i went drinking last friday or was it a saturday? Hmm can't remember....
Hahaa getting older :x

Oh ya it was a saturday, was supposed to go Moof's house to have mahjong, but didn't know what got onto him, he seemed emo and was behaving strangely and weirdly these days :/ then quek, yoyo and i decided to go drinking :D
Hahaa i didn't really drink alot this time round :D
I ordered one corona's ultra COOL :D
then stupid quek ordered don't know what coke something awwwwww tasted awfully disgusting :x
Then he ordered another one don't konw lime something then i had to finish the coke something awwww i'm a good drinker :x
I had few beers before going out to meet them up for drinking :p *Secretly...
Hahaa it was damn hot in the afternoon lor, chill beer is kind of cooling for me :D

After our drinking session, it was around midnight and you know what, we found out that Moof actually wanted to play mahjong and not drinking !!! Kao* Quek told me he's not kin in playing mahjong, that's why he suggested we go drinking, LOLx, nevermind in the end, we had mahjong in Moof's house and i won abit of money from them :p

Ya that's about all :)

Then it was yesterday when a friend of mine pasted a link
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/7961943.stm
Awwwww.... Time to stop drinking... My family line has history of cancers.... Oh well... Who knows, i may not live till 30? :) but then life still goes on for now :)

Interesting Crime in Singapore

Was reading up channelnewsasia website when i came across the article;
"Police warn of new phone extortion scam targeting businesses"
By Hoe Yeen Nie, Channel NewsAsia | Posted: 17 June 2009 1846 hrs

It seems like it's not the first time such incidents happen. I just received a call yesterday from a china woman. The moment i heard the voice, i hangup the call. Hahaa.

Then i saw another interesting article;
"Singapore's total population grew to 4.84m in 2008, up 5.5% over previous year"
By Imelda Saad, Channel NewsAsia | Posted: 17 June 2009 1725 hrs

Hahaa what can i say... while singapore still continues to face the long-term challenge of low fertility and an ageing population, Foreigners now make up about 25 per cent of the total population.What an interesting fact!!! Jobs were taken away from us, and now, young singaporeans like me and my peers are facing pressures as in whether to even find girlfriends or boyfriends and still far from marriage boy!!! Hahaa.

Oh well enough of these funny articles... which made my day, i went to watch "Drag me to hell" movie last night with my university classmates... Kinda sad, all guys!!! Hahaa we are being very anti-social, ohwell who cares :p

The show is kind of interesting to me, scary and expected ending... Most probably i knew what's going to happen next though :\

Oh well if you like something shocking out of a sudden ~ Due to the loud sound system, and if you have a strong heart, do watch this show, kind of interesting... It's all about pride and ego and curse. Something interesting is how one person's action can lead to those things... Life is cruel, everything is about money, decisions are made by human beings, but if one is to excel and do well, one got to forgo kindness and sympathy you see. There's no wrong in doing what's in the book or so called "law"

Oh well that's about it. I'm not pretty good with summary heehee but if you were to ask me to talk about the show, i might be telling you what happened in the show :p

Like first she was working in this bank as a Loan Manager, appareantly the AM position was vacant and she had a chance of clinching the position... Then came this very old indian lady with lots of letters in her hand, she asked her for help; to delay her payment loan which the bank had already delayed for her for the past 2 months... Kind of ridiculuous man !!! Then she said ok she'll try to help out... But the point was, it's already delayed for 2 months, why did she still have the cheek to even come and ask...

Because of the AM position, she went to her boss and ask if the bank could allow her extension once again, the boss took a look at the papers and said that she already had her 2 times extension and asked her to decide, KAO it's because of this my pretty pretty told the old woman that she was unable to extend, itwasn't not her fault or whatsoever... then this indian old lady who was very disgusting, suddenly came down to her knees on her own and started begging her, she became physical and started kissing her feet!!!

Obviously, the reaction from the girl would be, screamed for security!!! That's when things started to be more interesting, she said to her, "You have shamed me infront of so many people!!!" Kao *Pui

Back in my mind, kao she's some witch or something and it turned out to be true !!!
Kinda of predictable story line though, then things went scarier from this moment onwards...

Oh well you got to watch it man :p

It's this movie which made me realized that life is really unpredictable...
Be thankful and greatful for what you have and the people around you :)
No point emoing most of the time... Life still goes on... Don't regret when you are facing death :)
I like the ending very much how the male actor dropped his tears!!!
The feeling of hopelessness, the yearning of wanting to be the love one forever, the pain of witnessing your love one being dragged to hell.... it's just too terrible to describe...

你还是走了.......

我舍不得地放开你的手
我还是让你走了

回家的路上我哭了
眼泪再一次崩溃了

无能为力地这样走着
再也不敢骄傲奢求了

我还能够说些什么
我还能够做些什么
我还能渴望些什么
我还能盼望些什么

我好希望你会听见
因为我是多么的爱你
目断魂销的让你走了

我一直坐在咖啡厅的角落
没有人发现我还在难过

我还不想承认这是事实
我还不能原谅我自己

怎么会变成这个样子
没有的我真的什么都没有了
就像一个废人
我恨我自己

其实早就已经忘了怎么说
就算再怎么舍不得
你还是走了

If you are reading this :)
I want you to know that i like your FB profile picture alot :)
I'm really being mesmerized by your smile :)

Sometimes i may not understand you
But time and time again you know what's deep in me
You are like my very first girlfriend, someone who is so mysterious, who doesn't share much about yourself...

Emo Monday with another emo Tuesday :`(

你走了

还记得我们相遇那一天
还记得我们缠绵那一夜

你说过永不会放开我的手
你说过永不会让离开我
而不会再次让我流眼泪

第一次你我去旅游
第一次感受你我温柔
第一次你我紧握着彼此的手

你喜欢早起的太阳
我喜欢晚昏的月亮

你讨厌自己的缺陷
可命运偏偏那么无奈
我就是喜欢你的不完美

你走了我哭了
你转身就这麽地走了

在一个下着小雨的夜里
拉长身影只剩温柔
灯还没熄呢

难道他真的比我还爱你吗
我的心不知所措
冷冷的夜里独自泪流

明天我就要去远方
明天我就要去流浪
明天我就要忘记忧伤

在一个巧合的广场
我再次来到你身旁
你眼神变得很不一样

我偷偷地假装没看见你
你惊讶的眼神
再度使我透骨酸心

泪如泉滴
哀痛欲绝的孤独一人
就让我慢慢把你给遗忘

Bad Friday, Food Poisoning i guess.

Terrible friday i had... I wokeup early in the morning and vomited. Nothing but clear liquid... That's awful... that sour after taste.... Yuckssss... Didn't go to work... Felt very very tired and weak... Spent the whole day at home except for lunch and dinner time...

Most probably due to the chicken rice i had for dinner on thursday night... While eating the chicken rice, the taste seemed kind of weird, but i don't really care because i don't like to waste food :x and i finished the whole packet :( Regretssss... Hahaa nvm...

I had no appetite but i got to take in something no matter what since i vomited in the morning, something plain, simple and nice... i decided to cook a dish for myself...
I went to the NTUC Market, bought a packet of chicken filets, and instand maggie porridge :D
So smart of me hor :) Then i had stirred fried chicken filet with garlic sauce :)

As for the instand porridge, it sucks big time... the first and my last time eating such porridge X__x

Here are some of the pictures of the chicken filet with garlic sauce :) Taste good :D I'm so proud of myself :D HAHAA

:)
Although i didn't feel good, i was very very happy :)
I was able to chat with someone :)
It's always nice and pleasant chatting with that someone :)
Someone whos is unpredictable, cheeky at times and straight forward :)
I like :)
Hahaa oh well :)

Bad about chew

Received a call from George today asking me whether i want to go malaysia and look for chew....
Apparently, his wife ran away from home and hasn't come back...
He told me 3weeks ago, i thought he was joking with me but it seems like it's real...
He told me he cannot live anymore without his wife, he loves her etc etc...
I did ask him about what had gone wrong, he told me nothing....
I asked about whether he had an affair and got caught, he said no...
He told me she ran away apparently without any reason or so...
I don't know what to say... He has 3 kids... 2 boys and 1 girl.....
He told me he thought of committing sucide... this was when i lose my cool, all my vulgarities came out, i kept talking senses to him, and said something bad...
Fook care about your wife lah, you still have 3 children, girls are everywhere *(#@U*@
Find a new girl and marry lah.... bla bla bla simply blasting everything...
Oh well, i just hope he doesn't do anything silly... Guys are like girls, they are fragile at times... And it's these fragile times that they do stupid things... And a man in fragile time is much more easily shaken and broken compared to woman...

I told her about chew's matters... then she told me about her mother's friend's past...
Why such things happen... it's not like we don't accept the reality but why does it have to be this way??? Isn't there a God !!!

I want to say is, it's not that people don't accept the reality, but it's because it happens too sudden and being emotional human being, one is unable to think straight and logically and the fact is that he/she is out of the comfort zone...
Yes reality is cruel, shit does happen it's a never fair deal living on Earth...
People do accept but they react differently. If one is unable to accpet whatever had happened, he/she is already no longer on this Earth... The very fact that one is living is the proof that he's moving on...

It's like a sick person seeking medical attention being given medicine. It takes some time to recover from the illness...

Oh well, i don't know... what is going to happen to him...
As for me, myself, i know i can't love anyone right now... All those girls i'm talking about, yes they are pretty, it's just a reminder to myself that i still hope to find someone i am able to love, ini return, loving me back... I know one weakness about myself... when i'm in a relationship, i give my 100%... Although we guys like to have men's talk about don't put 100% etc etc, i don't know, i'm just different...

I still remember the time when we were at bukit banjang plaza shopping, she told me she left her mobile phone in the car, i offered to retrieve for her from the car, she said that it's ok that she go by herself since i'm buying a pair of shoes... Then i let her go... 15mins later, she wasn't back... I was seriously dead worried... I called her mobilephone, it was ringing, but no one pick it up... I quickly rushed to the multistorey carpark to the car and i saw her mobilephone still in the car... I brokedown... Many negative thoughts came to my mind... It was evening night time, the carpark was isolated, and kind of nobody... I searched the whole 7th storey carpark... Tears came down my cheeks... I was frantically searching for her... I had the thought of calling police shouting her name etc... I became bonkers... I even prepared myself mentally that if something bad were to happen to her, no matter what as long as she's alive, i'll take care for the rest of my life...

Suddenly she reappeared... I Hugged her so tightly and so dearly that she cried too and asked what happened... it's like a part of me was missing, someone dearly close to me, a part of my flesh being torn... I told her my thoughts and she promised me that she would never leave me...
She knew how much i love her... but sometimes things don't go the way two wanted it to be...

It takes time to heal, to forget about all these memories... 2years from may 15th 2009, i shall love and be loved once again :)

Cute Wednesday

Hahaa she's so cute today...

I was reading the 8days magazine and it featured the top 20 Asia's hottest Stars. As i was flipping through the pages, i saw Takeshi Kaneshiro, my all time favourite actor/singer/model/man :x My idol heehee. Then i changed my msn nick to Takeshi Kaneshiro...

Then she msged me, OMG OMG OMG i didn't know you're in my msn OMG !!!
Hahaa so cute HAHAA...
She brightens up the rest of my day Heehee

I played snooker last night with quek at bukit timah shopping centre, we reached there around 9.30pm. Had a few nice games and ended our session roughly around midnight... Heehee not bad, both of us had our chances and shots, didn't really miss alot of shots...

There were so many youngsters, and particularly i saw a young girl. She looked so cute and she's the type of girl i would go out for :x i didn't though heehee. I was watching her, got distracted on my own game though hahaa, she knew i was watching her, oh well who cares man, other guys from other tables were watching them as well, but she looked back at me though HEEHEE i guess i had higher chances among the rest Hahaa but i didn't do anything besides watching her playing her pool... could tell that she just started playing and didn't really know how to play...

Oh well if she were to approach me, i'll teach her how to play :p

Heehee, that's about yesterday night... Had a few beer before turned myself in to my bed. Don't know why, i just feel like drinking some alcohol... Oh ya, it was during our snookering game, quek showed me the thai hostess that made him thought of marriage... oh well from the blurred video he had recorded, the girl was on stage performing, she's very pretty, innocent and pure looking young girl, roughly around our age group, very model lookalike type of girl, one that many guys will die for those :x

Then we decided to head down to the place this coming saturday. For me, i just want to see how pretty she is and that's about it, nothing more :p

Enjoy and do take care of yourself at the same time :)

Sleepy Tuesday

Sleepy Tuesday... felt so tired and sleepy...
I guess i got to find a new job... I'm starting to get bored X_x
I'm still young, i wish to venture something weird but i'm afraid and something or someone is stopping me from venturing... My mother and money issue :x

Oh well, i went to Mr Curry House waraku to have lunch... Actually i didn't really feel like having lunch today but since my colleague asked me, it's not nice to reject so i went ahead with her to have or lunch at the central since she had this 20% discount coupon... Well, never been to waraku Mr Curry House to eat before...

We took a bus from our work place and it was just 2 bus stops away :D The weather was freaking hot X_x

I had the scallop and chicken doria while she had the seafood curry ministeamboat with rice...
Doria is somewhat like the baked rice... It has the curry in it... Not bad quite nice :D
As for the mini curry steamboat, looks nice as well. After the discount, paid 26 bucks for two person... To me it's kind of worth the money... The food was good... for me lah the Doria baked rice :)

Didn't take any pictures of the food because presentation wise, i don't find them nice but tastewise, better than average :)

That's about it, if you wish to have the 20% discount coupon, simply go to their website and print out... It's only applicable to The Central branch The Curry House Waraku :)

That's all for today... Sleepy Sleepy Z_z''

:)

I had a short chat with her yesterday... It's kind of sudden because it was the first time she initated a chat with me purely because i put quek's nickname under mine which says, "I met a thai hostess, she made me thought of marriage."
She asked who is this thai hostess and what made me thought of marriage? Heehee
I wish i know the answer hahaa and once i find that answer, i'll tell her :p
Oh well then she just went quiet, ya that's her, i guess she was just busy or didn't really want to have a chat with me... so i just kept quiet... that's about it :)

That's all for today :)

Something to do during the free time

I have decided on something which i glanced upon everyday on keropi's FB...
Mobile uploaded pictures of food !!!
Yes and i have decided to do the same thing, uploading nice food i had or going to have :D~
Something new heehee on this blog and FB !!!
I hope i am able to post nice food photos with my KU990 LG Phone hahaa

And these are the pictures of the yummy pie made by my mum :D~
Simply delicious :D~~

The Men's Tennis Finals

Am watching the Tennis Roland Garros Men's Finals match between Roger Federer vs Robin Soderling. I am a great fan of Roger Federer, i seriously hope that he is able to win against Soderling.

Had a great weekends this week. Brother brought the car back home. Maybe he didn't know how to talk to me, well we had lots of misunderstanding over the past years. When i reached home from tennis yesterday evening, he told me that he had parked his car kinda weird position and hoped that i was able to park it straight. Just went i cycled home from a game of tennis with Quek. Well, i'm not good in tennis, maybe i'm being lazy with my footwork. I've seen lots of videos on tennis and picturing myself playing like them, but it was too tough... Physically demanding kind of sports.

Ok now it's the starting of the first match, soderling to serve. He's now down with 15 - 30 :D
GO FEDERER GO :p

Woots now it's 30 - 40 and he lost the first game with a double fault to Federer :Laugh:
:)

Oh well, i guess i got to train my physical tolerance. I want to play good tennis. I guess i got to train my stamina first... As for my friend quek, he has his basic stroke. He's good and i'm kinda of a letdown. I guess i got to improve myself and i believe i can do it :p Hehee.

Had mahjong last night, and i won abit of money. Lucky to the the last game, i won or else overall loss money :x Heehee :p

Tiring Friday... Shooting = Marksman :D

Heheee, woke up at 4.30am in the morning just because of one recall order for classification shoot today... Heheee, got lucky, got marksman :D Means got $200 for my Next semester's study :)
My face has more pimples recently, i'm not too sure why... Maybe i didn't have enough water or sleep. These are the two major factors which i am always lacking of :x

Oh well tiring day, later got to play mahjong :D I hope that i'm able to think straight and do better titles and win :)

That's about it today :x kinda tired...
will upload the pie pictures tomorrow :)

Brother is getting his car today :)
Not sure how it'll turn out to be :D Hahaa...
Hope that he will lend his car to us though :(

That's all :)
Shagged out :x

Guess it's about time...

I guess it's about time i do something about me...
I have decided to spend less time on facebook and msn...

I'm happy to see her online in msn, wanting to chat with her, but her reply always made me... awwwww *banging the wall*
I don't know, i think in order not to feel this way, i have decided to end it all then...

That's about it.
And i've decided to blog everyday :)

I think blogging is very nice... it's like a close friend of mine, something personal :)
I can talk about anything and nobody will read it because i'm a nobody :)
I'm so happy :)

Ok, i shall move on now and not be bother by anything anymore :)
Study study study
Money money money
That's about it...
It's time for a transformation...

2 years... is a promise i have for you and that's all... i may be seen as happy go lucky but once i made a promise, i'll stick by it all the way... it's because of this, i'm hurted most of the time...

Oh well stupid me, who will wait for you for 2 years !!! She's going out with somebody and who knows she's already... yeah and might get married next month... oh well i'm still a v... argghhhh thinking and talking about this made me so pissed... Friends around me all already you know... Hai WTF !!! I think i better be a monk sia *((&#@&*#@ WHAT THE HELL am i talking here !!! AWWWWW

Ya that's about it then...
She doesn't even update her blog anymore :' (
Forget about it... Friends come and go just like that... This is life... no doubt...

END...

Happy and sad day...

I'm happy that Roger Federer got through to the semi finals, so did Del Potro... Sad is that both of them are playing against each other in the semi finals to reach the finals... Kind of contridicting myself huh ? Hahaaa. Well this isn't the main part of my happiness and sadness...

Happy that i know my results... Although i didn't really expect the grades to be very Good, it turned out to be fairly well... Expecting to get at least one High Distinction, but my hopes were gone when i realized that i had many careless mistakes... And yes, it turned out that i needed only few marks to get a HD for that module... Hahaa hope to do better next semester :)

Sad is that i dreamt of her again... It's always like this... Whenever i wokeup early in the morning around 5am, i will try to get back to sleep because it's way too early to wakeup, then i dozed off and that's when i always have dreams... I dreamt of her again... This time round was different from the usual dream... And i dreamt of my secondary school friends... I was wearing very smartly, shirt, tie and pants while ah bui and ah blur were wearing very smartly as well... It was like a huge supermall, and we gathered to have a lunch or something and that's when i caught a glimpse of her opposite the place where we were having our lunch... I saw her, definitely it's her... She was sitting side-way facing me while i was sitting facing her direction... She was with another man, Someone who looked familiar but i don't know who the hell he is... They were having their lunch as well... While i was chatting with my friends, the man who was sitting with her kept giving me a kind of "want to fight" kind of stare... I was feeling uncomfortable... The kind of cold stares that will start a fight.... Who the fark is he anyway... I ignored it, i looked at her, she's still as beautiful and gorgeous as before... Oh well, back in my mind i was like, it's the past already and i have already decided to move on, so i ignored and chatted happily with my friends... I don't know what happened, when i turned and looked at where they were having their lunch, they were gone.... Weird, just in split seconds... Hahaa Then i wokeup...

Yes it's bothering me... Although i promised to you that i will look forward, but it's these kind of dreams that made me back to my old ways... I don't like it... I feel like telling you, yes i see you online, but i guess i'll just keep it to myself... Since it's my private own matters... I guess i'll never talk to you, that's about it :-(

The day i saw ronaldo girl

Hahaa, it was this morning when i took the train to work, i saw a girl...
She was someone we named Ronaldo girl in our poly days purely because she was the "sunshine" girl... She really was the sunshine type of girl, tanned looking, looked kind of strong and fit :) She's pretty...
I was standing at one corner, reading my Harry Porter Half Blood Prince story book when i felt so uneasy... I felt that all the guys standing around me became so manly... Oh well i thought i was over-sensitive or whatsoever, i was standing near the opposite door, facing out, the side door which won't open at all, then i turned my head over, WOW i saw her. It was this instance that she turned her head towards my direction as well... OH GOSH !!! We looked into each other eye's like for less than 2seconds, immediately i turned away... SHE WAS GORGEOUS I"M TELLING YOU... She slimmed down... Her used to be round chubby healthy face turned out to be MAGGIE Q's kind of look, long and slim and pretty !!! OMG SHe's really really pretty... No wonder all guys' attention was on her... That's why i realized that i wasn't really over sensitive... There she was standing in the middle of the two doors... Her tanned is so nice, since poly days she already had that tanned but presently, she's much much prettier maybe because she has slimmed down, no longer the chubby her...

She was from the dragonboat cca... I was telling my poly friend about her and he was like are you referring to the ronaldo girl.. KAO it was damn long ago and i almost really forgotten about it... Hahaa her nickname we gave her was Ronaldo !!! Hahaa don't want to elaborate on why we named her Ronaldo... She's really gorgeous, i don't know... OMG i hope to see her again though :X

Then came my stop station, and i got to alight... Guess what, the guy standing beside her refused to move away so i could go out !!! I was so angry... Kao i don't think by standing beside her will make her like you idiot men !!! I didn't really glance back at her, *Regretting now* 0-*!!!!! AWWWWWW hahaa ya that's about it...
:)

Oh well i didn't really talk to her today maybe because due to the fact that she said it's private... I guess i shouldn't be so busybody and troubling her... She has her life and she said it went very well... I'm happy for her :)
But don't be dwelt by your past... Your note in FB made me drop a tear you know :\ maybe because i know how it feels like. Now you just got to look forward my dear :)
Good Luck :)

Not a great tuesday

Well, wasn't feeling well this morning, wokeup to find the stiffness on my neck area... oh well might be my sleeping position again... z_Z
Yeah had a wonderful dinner last night, my mother's curry chicken.... I had it with Toasted Bread... She makes very very nice curry chicken... and going to have hor fan for tonight's dinner Heehee... I don't actually mind having curry chicken for dinner with toasted bread though, but she said she bought the hor fan already, oh well i guess i'll have hor fan and curry chicken the same time :D~
Recently i found myself eating less and less, maybe because of her, she told me about one should take good care of oneself and you will be what you eat :) I want to be good i want to feel good ya that's about it... watched last night match, haas of germany against my favourite roger federer... It was adrenaline rush.... Federer lost 2sets of the matches... and haas was playing so well. I could see the victory in his eyes until the 3rd set, match 7, whereby haas leading a 4-3 over federer while federer was struggling to hold onto his serve... Federer was down 40-15 i guess or was it 40-30, Haas had the opportunity to breakserve and ultimate win Roger Federer... You guess what !!! The crowd cheered for Federer, i guess the ambience did play a major pyschology part, Haas was affected and here came the down hill for him... Federer struggled and managed to hold onto his service game... After the 8th game, which federer had hold served, he let out a loud cry, BOosting himself to work upwards... Yeah it was exciting.... Federer became ultimate warrior, although he was down by two earlier sets, which Haas played very well with his game plan, deep serve, and hit towards the backhand of federer and drop shot, he was affected by the crowd and wasn't thinking straight... Federer transformed to another form, the old winning Federer, he had less unforced error and played safe without taking stupid opportunities which Haas had constantly been feeding him... It's part of Haas game plan... which made Federer to hit it wide,out.... Yeah and slowly Federer won the 3rd set by breaking Haas's service game...

Came 4th set, federer was owning... He took the set i think was within half an hour, 6-1...
Now final 5th deciding crucial match... You can see Haas was back on his feet... Standing the ultimate form of Federer, the game proceeded, Federer had his chances of breaking Haas's first service game, but Haas remained calm and cool and took the 1st match, as the game proceeded on, you could see that Federer had played something different from his previous matches, he was attacking more aggressively then previous set games. Ultimately, he won over Haas. I was happy for him :)

GO FEDERER GO !!!
Heeheee.

Oh well talk about the girl, i guess she's in love with her date... Although i didn't really talk to her, i guess that's about it. I wish her all the best and goodluck :)

I think i'm heading to honglim to have my lunch. It's been a long time since i had the Dumpling soup noodles :D~ Very nice, from the chicken chop noodles stall :) but today is tuesday, i hope it's opened though :p Or else i'll have to scratch my head again on what to eat :S


Signing off
Steven :)

Monday bluzzzz

Oh well, another weekends over... Feeling very tired and lethargic... Because they were crazy!!! Hahaa, wanted to play mahjong on sunday night!!! Hahahaa... Usually mahjong sessions are on fridays and saturdays night, because they went for movie on saturday night, Terminator 3 don't know what's the title of the movie Hahaa, ya they were crazy, we played yesterday night... After so many sessions of mahjonging, i realized something about myself... it's always in the begining of the game that i anyhow play and lossing money chips and as the game proceeds on, i became more alert and more daring... awwwwww i don't know why is it that i always throw the title out, it comes back to me... and opening titles, always have loopholes and the guy beside me isn't feeding me, it's always in such sequences, 1,3,4,7,9... OMG imagine getting these titles throughout the whole game and the guy beside me keeps on throwing 1,9,6 kind of titles, OMG mahjong is kind of weird !!! Hahaa maybe because i'm not really good heehee... Nevertheless, i think it's all about luck... Maybe all these while i've been kind of unlucky :( Nevermind about this, things are going to change for the better... :) I truely hope so...

Had a wonderful lunch yesterday afternoon, had steamboat at home because two friends came over to our house for lunch, had a wonderful great meal and i am going to have curry chicken for dinner tonight :D~ Yeah !!! Hahaa... That's about all...

NADAL Lost in last night's Roland Garros Tennis match against Swedish Giant, Robin Soldering. Nadal didn't really play well, that's why he lost :x Hahaa, Good news is !!! MARIA SHARAPOVA won the match against Na Li of China. Although Na Li did play very well, Sharapova's EEWW AWWW EWW AWW paid off... Hahaaa!!! :D I like her :) She's cute and tall :) The kind of girl i would love *Blushingz* I guess many guys out there do like her as well :p

And serbian Ana Ivanovic didn't play well against her opponent, Victoria Azarenka, the number 9th seeder... Ana made lots of unforced error, i guess she was nervous that's why she lost the match :x Ok that's about it, More actions to come and i'm looking forward to Roger Federer winning this Grand Slam :) Murray is good... As for Tsonga, he's form is kind of on/off... Although he has a very powerful serves, and ultimately doing a strong forehand stroke aiming towards the opponent's backhand position, Roger Federer will definitely break his momentum by using sliced backhand... Heeheee Go Federer Go !!! :D

As for my health wise, really not feeling well... don't know why, most probably because i'm been quite conscious about my intake of food, the type of food i'm eating and the amount i'm taking in... Or maybe i'm transforming into an adult, MAN!!! I find that i've been quite forgetful about things and events... Ya, i'm getting old i guess...